i am burnt like a fired tomato

literally hahahah

but only on my front

its amazing what laying out in the sun for 2-3 hours with no sun screen on top of beech mountain will do hahah my face omg itkills me its soo red hahaha i hope it kinda goes away by tomorrow that would be nice haha

ok soooo i want to make changes in my life

but where the hell is my motivation!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr

 sooo i found a old madonna cd, well not old but 5th grade old and i love it lol. its like a new cd that i already had. i guess you cant really appreciate music like madonna in the 5th grade. 5th grade is for the backstreet boys and stuff like that lol

i missssssss my  favorite brittany lewis reallllly bad. i need my girl time.....

its march and i dontknow how much longer the slopes are going to be open forrrrrrr... and the sad thing is i'm really not that sad!!! OMG WHAT IN THE WORLD HAS COME OVER ME!!!!! AHHHH!!! HELP!!!!! i think its been all this crazy weather like it either needs to be warm or cold. not a mix it messes with my mind and makes me get sick and it plays with my sinuses and welll grrrr its just frustrating haha. this winter just hasnt been what i've expected... just people changing i guessss

and sooo also lately i've been looking at colleges..... and right now this is my list

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unc of wilmington

unc of charolette

unc of ashville

east carolina university

Charleston

western  carolina university.

i would really love to see how i would like living at the beach... lately i've gotten sooo cold natured and i'm always cold! but then gosh i dont know how i would be so far away form the mountains. i love it up here but i dont want to get caught in the cycle up here of just not really becoming anything. i dont want to hold myself back from anything or any opportunity! i guess i just want to see what is out there but i dont know.. we will just have to seeeeeeeeeee i still have a year sooo im sure i'll make up my mind by then

ok soo thats alll for now.. i'm just super surprised that i actually updated this thingggg wowwowow everybody give me a round of applause